Mom told me not to let you go and I did it anyway. I always wonder how different your life would have been. I hope you can forgive me for this!” However, this is what he said about regrets from this experience. But, once again, he was not at fault. Both my parents' emotions were strong at that moment, who wouldn't be? Any parent would freak out to an extreme level if their child was in the hospital with his or her life in danger. “My thoughts were panicking, is he hurt? How bad is it?" This is what my father thought as he sat in the waiting room. This describes his emotional state more than anything else: worried, guilty and frantic out of his mind. This was completely acceptable, however, I feel there is no that would be another way to do it