The human mind is home to many anonymous questions. The difference is that some people realize their importance before others. In my case, I simply believed in enjoying life with all it had to offer me. It was later that I realized that the people I grew up with take life much more seriously than I might have. At that stage of my life, I was struggling with my inner self, but eventually my frivolity got the better of me. Driving the car and partying with friends was more exciting to me than sitting with a book all day. Attending class every day, turning in homework on time, and making a good impression on teachers were never my intentions. I was very happy to sit on the last bench and count the minutes until the end of the school period. But after I managed to understand what I had done with myself, which happened much later, I felt the need to be able to level with the rhythm in the constantly changing world. I finally decided I needed to change, and change for the better. My A level result was a big wake up call for me. All this time...